Tuesday, October 18, 2011

R.I.P. cary marshall brady...


it was a year ago today 
you passed away...

it was a year ago today
your hard fight with cancer was over....
and your soul was laid to rest...





cary i am still amazed by your strength
and i hold it with me everyday...














you were so funny...
and we all love you so much....





rest in peace my sweet friend....
 thank you for all the wonderful memories....

my life is definitely better
because of my friendship  with you...
xoxo







Saturday, October 15, 2011

mazzy star...


Still falling
Breathless and on again
Inside today
Beside me today
A round broken in two
'til your eyes shed into dust
Like two strangers turning into dust
'til my hand shook the way I fear



I could possibly be fading
Or have something more to gain
I could feel myself growing colder
I could feel myself under your face
Under...your face

It was you
breathless and torn
I could feel my eyes turning into dust
And two strangers turning into dust
Turning into dust.








Thursday, October 13, 2011

love... pain...

are you okay?
am I?

are we really done ?
or have we just hurt ourselves?








breaking up is hard, staying apart is harder...
somedays are good others are so very tough...

questioning what is right...
questioning our decisions...



i am ready to start construction on my new house!
i desperately need a project!


**sigh**


after all tomorrow is another day...




Sunday, October 9, 2011