i spoke with your husband the other day...
i have wanted to call him for a while, maybe i really want to call you....
i called and of course had the best conversation....
it was really nice to talk about you and remember you...
living away from our mutual friends
often i am unable to relieve the grief i feel.....
your smile and prescence is in my life
and for that, i am so very thankful....
cary,
i miss you and it hasn't gotten much easier....
i know it will, after all,
you were my strength
when i lost cathy...
todd *heart*
rockstar and friends!!
best friends looking up
at you...
a friend at work asked if she could call me havenater....
i couldn't believe it, and i smiled and said yes...
how had she
come up with the same pet name
you gave me years ago??
"Sideways"
"You know it ain't easy
For these thoughts here to leave me
There's no words to describe it
In French or in English
Well, diamonds they fade
And flowers they bloom
And I'm telling you
These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
They've been knockin' me out lately
Whenever you come around me
These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that
Time will take them away
But these feelings won't go away "
-citizen cope