it's the holiday season....
i have been under the weather...
and i am sad...
i miss you
and i don't want to...
but i do...
it's been so long since i have seen you
it feels all wrong....
the space in my heart gets bigger...
emptier....
i sometimes am still in disbelief
at what has come of us...
Christmas is going to be so hard...
i guess we won't be making
ornaments this year...
or decorating our...
MY tree...
i wish we had been...
i am planning my....
annual trip to Manhattan.....
and i am wanting to be excited...
a friend said to me recently
"be happy
you can do all your stuff...
with no compromises..."
that's when i realized
your stuff was my stuff
and with you it never felt like a compromise....
yes...
i know things are for the best and life ebbs and flows....
tomorrow will be better
sometimes the distance is a reality bite
and it stings
a little....
i just never thought...
or maybe i did....
3 comments:
i miss you havenator! im sorry you are having a sad day and i hope tomorrow is better. im sure it will be - its a new day!
its ok to have sad days honey. nurture it. take care of yourself.
thanks ladies.....
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