Tuesday, November 22, 2011

wanting to let go....

ahhh
i am feeling so much better....
today has been my first day out of the house
in a week....

being out and about has 
also helped my mental state of mind...

although i find myself so easily irritated
and so easily hurt...

i have to know these things are me...
all related to my stress and break up....

i just wish i could calm my mind a little....
so i have been 
 learning to meditate...




and i spend a lot of time alone,
i figure if i am having such trouble dealing with myself
i can only imagine
how my friends and family feel....





i thank those of you 
 who understand me 
and love me in spite of myself....

thanks for always caring and showing me you do.





i am trying to focus on letting go...
something i have never in my life done easily....

a close friend recently 
let go of parts of her past...

she had a burn ceremony...
and i am 
thinking about doing just the same...
sometimes the ritual 
is just what we need to really release
our emotions....


so i look forward to writing down 
all that i want to let go of and lighting it on fire and 
sending it into the night....






thanks em...
burn photos by emilee cleary








1 comment:

altaa5 said...

It was good to see you out tonight. You looked great.
Have a wonderful Thanksgiving. See you soon.
ps: we cut your cake before I left - it was very good.